Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Tristin,

We lit a candle for you Sunday night. I miss you. I don't know how I got so lucky to have had you in my life, even if it was short. We have memories of you everywhere in our house. I go to bed remembering how it felt to touch your skin, kiss your cheeks, and every part of you that I could. You have been gone from us for about 7 months now and I still can't believe that you are gone. You have changed our lives forever. I sometimes wonder if you can watch us and see what is going on here on earth. I dreamt of you one night in the form of a hummingbird flying around my living room. I just wanted to keep you with me forever. I miss your many expressions, and how you would just look at me with such intensity and love.

Mommy loves you, and misses you!

Sweet baby Tristin

Sweet baby Tristin
Look at how beautiful you were when you slept.

I'm checking you out

I'm checking you out