11 weeks old.

Tuesday, Lorelei will be 11weeks old. Time is flying by already. Wednesday, Lorelei was 2months and 10 days old. The exact age that Tristin was when he left us and went to heaven. Alot of things went through my mind that day. I was nervous, even though she is healthy, I was afraid of losing her too. And I was also sad thinking of Tristin and how those 2months 10days seemed to go so slowly in the hospital, and have gone so fast being here at home with Lorelei. Griffin said something the other day that I have thought many times before. He was looking at Lorelei and said " this is how it should have been with baby Tristin". It broke my heart to hear him say that, even though I have had the same thoughts. I wish that I could have had the same experience with all three of my children, to bring them home from the hospital and have those special family times. I wish I could have all three of my babies here with me, to hug all three at the same time. I miss my Tristin and think of him every day, and of that short 2months and 10 days we had with him. I hope he is watching over us and knowing how much we still miss and love him. He will always be my rockstar.